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「Life shouldn’t be random.」這是 House 的一句對白。

當命運的觸鬚撫過那一個點,人們便對自己的人生與生活態度進行反思。Wilson 破碎的心靈是 House 的那個點。House 是虛構的,但他的反思卻是多麼地實在。

那天,好友在我面前崩潰了。他雙眼發呆地望著我,嘴巴吐不出話語。慌了的我輕輕拍打他的臉頰,哭著說:「怎麼啦?怎麼啦?你說話呀!」送他去醫院後,自今我尚未聯絡他。沒有勇氣面對他,是因為我不願意改變我對於生活的信念,不願意讓他化為那個點。

「I don’t want to be miserable.」House 稍後說道。

我也不想 miserable,沒有人想,相信好友更不希望如此。但我們又能怎麼樣?活著本來就是 miserable,life 根本就是 random 的呀。

「Well, you can’t always get what you want.」Amber 微笑著提醒 House。

我很樂意如果這是大大大結局,完美地將這電視劇點上一個頓號。Wilson 離開病房,Cuddy 捲縮在椅子上睡著了,House 就在那兒停頓著,而我們繼續過著各自的生活。

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Our Endless Numbered Days

片尾曲是 Iron & Wine 《Our Endless Numbered Days》專輯裡的最後一首曲目。每次搭長途巴士回檳城時,我都用 iPod 播放這張專輯。

靠著封死的窗口,行駛在漆黑的高速公路,困在過度冰冷的空間裡,聽著 Sam Beam 輕聲地唱:

Passing Afternoon

There are times that walk from you like some passing afternoon
Summer warmed the open window of her honeymoon
And she chose a yard to burn but the ground remembers her
Wooden spoons, her children stir her Bougainvillea blooms

There are things that drift away like our endless, numbered days
Autumn blew the quilt right off the perfect bed she made
And she's chosen to believe in the hymns her mother sings
Sunday pulls its children from the piles of fallen leaves

There are sailing ships that pass all our bodies in the grass
Springtime calls her children 'till she let's them go at last
And she's chosen where to be, though she's lost her wedding ring
Somewhere near her misplaced jar of Bougainvillea seeds

There are things we can't recall, blind as night that finds us all
Winter tucks her children in, her fragile china dolls
But my hands remember hers, rolling 'round the shaded ferns
Naked arms, her secrets still like songs I'd never learned

There are names across the sea, only now I do believe
Sometimes, with the windows closed, she'll sit and think of me
But she'll mend his tattered clothes and they'll kiss as if they know
A baby sleeps in all our bones, so scared to be alone

Comments

25 May 2008
8:02 am

kinkyskiny

畢竟我是個不容易哭的人。夏大師倒翻,他不容易笑。

5 Jun 2008
4:13 am

vivienne

剛剛search House今年的season裡的最後一集裡的一首歌而路過,,
剛好你post出來的歌詞正是我想找的歌..

其實是看到你說House才決定留下comment..

我剛剛才身到這集的House,,
看到House在巴士上最後一次與amber談話的內容就很想哭,,
因我想Wilson一定會恨他..
而且也深深感覺到House說的那幾個說話..
(可能我當時嘗試代入了他的角色,,所以有這些感覺)

想說個小小的提議,,
你可以將House裡用過的歌名放上來嗎?
因為我發覺非常難找,,
除非當時有留心細聽歌詞吧..

6 Jun 2008
7:43 am

Sip

我只知道片頭曲是 Massive Attack 的〈Teardrop〉。其他的都沒有多加留意。

6 Jun 2008
8:11 am

kinkyskiny

感人感人!太感人了!你們兩人的對話都太感人了!讓我頓悟了生命因分享而偉大!

12 Jun 2008
4:49 am

jannette

骨弟,你也别太夸张嘛。。哈哈

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